Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Mindful Chillin'




From where I sit, the clouds
move across the sky faster than usual
It's a day where the weather is
noticeably taking a change for the season
Masala chai spices warm my stomach
and numb my tongue slightly 
Breathing in and being aware of
every moment is nothing more than a gift
of understanding
that I am at peace for a few moments
Not because the world has stopped 
Not because something has dramatically taken place
or changed
Simply because I have understood my body
I understand each breath going in
and returning to out to be natural,
and recognizing this only proves to me, growth
Personal expansion in the universe once again
Thoughts continuously race through,
don't get me wrong, they always will
And the objective is not to disregard them or dismiss
But hold them in a chamber to understand as they come
When they rush through, nurture them
When they pile high, attempt them
with good intention only
Be at peace the way the clouds move across the sky


~Tina Meeks 

Leftover Feelings To An Ex



There will never be solidarity 
Never
Even if we wanted it mutually
Neither of us will ever be
understood in the way we wish,
and a part of that is terrible
because I thought we were friends
I know this is bizarre and peculiar
And no one gets it quite like we do
It makes perfect sense
A part of me just wishes we were both a bit more transparent
and willing and understanding
We could try harder
We just never do
I'm sorry that I am nothing for you
No longer a considered entity
You are for me


~ Tina Meeks