Thursday, June 30, 2022

Haypress

 


Disappearing into the brush
yet, far from alone
It's enjoyable just being here
and knowing the creating is endless

My nerves get the best of me

A blue-haired juggler with a dog
bikes in
followed by a slender lady in glasses 
with focus

We've all come to rest the mind
and witness the murder of crows
and conspiracy of ravens
in addition to
other unknown birds with unexplainable sounds
and intangible sun behind the trees 

The mindless skilled nature
presses into my memories
like pressed flowers in books

Every breath is a distraction 
from movement that is excessive
and echoes from San Francisco not far

From where I'm sitting, the trees have sacrificed
themselves to maintain a pod
of sanctuary and shield from the television
of sky with acrobatic clouds
and the sound pollution from other cities

I'm too shy to strike up conversation
with the tiny tweets
and ferns that sway
There's enough wind to chill
my uncovered legs and wish I had
longer socks

This place communicates on its own
by the branches ability to sign language
and leaves with a trace

The sun begins to move behind the hilltops 
and air, more still

The first breath is to accept
the natural embodiment of an alternative home

Breathe again and allow for a journey
that can't be predicted
and disconnecting may mean,
the strongest connection that can
possibly be powered in the dark

Another breath to remember the way dirt smells
How vines and whatever these trees are,
compliment each other

Breathe again

See what happens next



~Tina Meeks

Thursday, June 16, 2022

I Forgot Something

 


Maybe I don't mind that smell in your hair

and how your clothes smell of nothing.

The center of your back 

is the softest

part of you, 

yet I forgot to breathe 

when we came that close.


~Tina Meeks

Tuesday, June 14, 2022

I Speak No Names

 

You know that disgusting feeling

and cringe you get 

when you find a hair in your food?


That horrific sight of floating particles

when you see someone's sneeze

floating in the air?


You ever have that moment when you realize

your feet actually do kind of smell

after a long day and

the socks must come off?


When you accidentally touch something sticky?


The sight of lipstick stuck

to the rim of a glass you're drinking from?


Shaking hands with someone

you know didn't wash?


Ya know how ya feel after

stepping in dog poop or gum?


That annoying feeling

after choking on your own spit?


That is how you 

make me feel when I see you.


~Tina Meeks

Thursday, June 2, 2022

You Took My Mind on This Thought Stream

 


No promises, no commitments

Just hopes of keeping up with

the everchanging destinations

Reconstituted with every glance around

You glanced away

Don't call it a spark or a flicker

Simply something gorgeous to look at

Your dimples are rhetorical 

to the visionaries of the world

Sipping sweet tea, minus me

Barriers between our hands

and the rest of our bodies

Nothing I know better

No time other than this second

that flashes before our eyes

with a dozen hidden messages

that are meant to leisurely dissect

and make sense if we let it

Let poetry drape itself over

your stomach and legs.


~Tina Meeks

Thursday, May 12, 2022

Flower


Sinking my fingers into your soil.

Every ridge on the skin of my hands

has become surrounded

by the silky smooth

warmth of your being.


Tender and teasing with

a game we toss back and forth 

at each other.

I ponder the feel of your nose

on the back of my neck.

Do you care to know what

my hips feel like when you grab them?

Do you watch my lips move when 

conversation is afoot or

is it just me?


I glance and let

the gaze rest before you.

My eyes, feasting

upon what ever shade your skin is at the time.

The rasp in your voice

serenades me,

like a hummingbird's wings 

fluttering

by in a jiffy, 

and there's no way for me to capture

a moment in time with you

closer than this distance we've mounted up.


Our translucent walls allow us

to acknowledge

each other's presence, yet

never get close enough to commit

to a memory holding anything dear.

The nearness is never near enough

and the further we continue

this routine, the harder it is

to process that my fingers

only daydream about

gardening in fields.

I can ponder all I want

and become curiouser about

your texture

until my mind goes numb with guessing.



~Tina Meeks 

Tuesday, May 3, 2022

Feels

 


It was fun when we'd touch 

and my heart would tickle.

You'd grab my attention from the tips

of your fingers.

When you'd speak, 

I'd watch your mouth move

so I can follow when you're taking me

on a journey through your story.

Thank you for your offerings,

for the faint coconut aroma

when we embrace,

for the eye gaze that puts

my mind on hold for long enough

to redirect me to smile.



~Tina Meeks


Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Secrets

 


I want you at the edge of your seat.

I want you right next to me.

I want you to dance aggressively 

and spin around to fall,

but you'd make it look like a routine.

You do this thing that is a spectacular ending.

Suddenly up,

then down.

Your body is a voice with wind gusts.

Your taste buds are a secret.

You are surround sound.

You are renowned.

Knowledge takes you around the world

without warning.

Will you be here tomorrow?

Tomorrow, will the day bring you here? 


~Tina Meeks