I fell in love with the memories
of you lost in my heart
in a foreign language
Lost in a place I have yet to go
I have yet to adore
Trying to learn how to control my throat
is anything but effortless
I'd rather be quiet but I don't wanna
be alone
If I wanted to be alone,
I'd have befriended Christopher McCandless
and think nothing of it
We'd climb mountains
We'd eat beans from a can
We would keep walking
until we reach anything and silently
think to ourselves
about the reflections of our lives
and how silly society is
with islands of consumption,
and that would be the extent
of our communication
And this is where I'm truly lost,
because you've trailed off in my mind
And you are always smiling...
~Tina Meeks